Quote from "So You Don't Want To Go To Church Anymore":

A conversation:
"When you can trust in his love in each moment, you'll really know how to live free."
"But where do I find that kind of faith"
"You won't find it. It's something he creates in you, even in the very circumstances you despise. Just keep coming to him and watch what he will do. He's the Father who knows you better than you know yourself and even loves you more than you love yourself. Ask him to help you see how much he loves you. That will make all the difference."